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THE NODES OF THE MOON
by Brian Habit
NOTE: To find out where the nodes are in
your birth chart, go to
www.astro.com, enter your birth information, and print a free
copy of your chart. Then find the "True Node." That's your North Node. The
South Node (not shown) lies directly opposite the North Node, in the
opposite sign and house.
Most of the key points
in a person's birth chart are planets. Each of the planets corresponds to
some physical body in our solar system. The Nodes of the Moon are unlike the
planets in this respect. Rather than correspond to physical bodies,
the Nodes relate to the
Moon’s revolution around the Earth.
South Node in Sagittarius in
the 7th House
Simply put, the South Node
represents your past, and the North Node represents your future.
You came into the world
marked by history, with a past. A series of causes and effects unfolded
before you were born.
We could think of the past in
terms of genetics or reincarnation or both.
If we think of the past in
the sense of our genetic inheritance, then the South Node symbolizes the
impact that our ancestors have on us.
Our genetic endowment ensures
that we’ll have certain strengths and weakness.
If we think of the past in
terms of reincarnation, then this life is one in a series of lives, and over
the course of them, we develop awareness. We develop both productive and
destructive tendencies. We bring these tendencies or karma into life with
us. We can think of
karma as cause and effect: past behavior affects the quality of one’s
life—or lives—in the future.
It’s beyond the scope of
astrology to determine whether reincarnation is an acceptable belief. Such a
question falls within the purview of philosophy, or religion, or another
type of belief system. However,
whether we believe in
reincarnation or not, we can say that the South Node represents the
lingering influence of the past on the present.
The South Node represents
the past and how it affects us, whether we talk about it in terms of the
past lives of our ancestors or in terms of our own past lives.
It indicates instinctive,
automatic ways in which we act. It represents both positive and problematic
potentials. The South Node’s house represents an area of activity to which
we are effortlessly drawn.
The South Node’s sign
represents the attitudes or motivations that come naturally for us. These
unconscious biases shape how we perceive our experiences.
Your South Node lies in
Sagittarius, in your 7th house (the house of intimacy). Whether because of
heredity or karma,
you are automatically, instinctively adept in acting in Sagittarian ways
(thinking and acting based on principle, taking adventurous leaps into the
unknown, and so on). You also have a natural orientation toward the affairs
of the 7th house—establishing and maintaining close bonds with others,
collaborating with others, acting interdependently. From the get-go, you
take a Sagittarian approach to 7th-house matters.
In the process, you weed out the development of behaviors that clash with
such an approach. You prevent them from developing. You naturally tend to
consider other people’s philosophies more than your own ideas and interests,
for example, when deciding what to do and what not to do.
Now, if we don’t recognize
our natural biases and stretch ourselves beyond them, then we get into a
rut. We cover the same ground over and over and digging a hole for
ourselves. We could
take the easy way out and stick to South Node behaviors and pursuits. Based
on experience, we know that if we act in certain ways, we’ll tend to get
certain results pretty reliably. If we focus primarily on doing those things
in our lives, we may seem successful because we’re such “naturals” at it.
However, the victories that we win could feel very hollow.
We might be successful in the world, but we also feel bored, unsatisfied,
and empty.
The work of the South Node
is all work that we’ve finished already. It’s behind us, not ahead of us.
We’ve done everything we can in that department of our lives, and it’s time
to move on to new assignments.
The South Node indicates
which of the qualities indicated elsewhere in the chart we have developed
through experience.
Let’s look at some
examples of the sorts of problems that you could run into if you focus on
acting in South-Node kinds of ways. Focusing on the South Node means putting
too much faith in those close to you, naively believing that if you follow
their advice, you’ll come out just fine. It means getting embroiled in fiery
confrontations over philosophical differences with other people.
Let’s say you get married.
Your partner has a very visible career, say, as a politician. He or she
makes major goofs in the political world, acting incompetently, doing
unpopular things, until it all gets swallowed up in public controversy.
Rather than
encourage your partner to make basic changes in how he or she acts, you
stand by him or her, on principle. Eventually your sweetie gets booted from
office or thrown in jail, and your life gets dragged down, too.
Here’s another scenario
with a spouse: You
pair off with someone, and eventually you realize that you want to go into
the same field of work that your partner is in.
He or she has never
seemed terribly secure in that department, and you think that your partner
couldn’t handle the competition. It’s very important to you to be a
supportive companion, so you never broach the subject.
You never follow your dream, and when you’re older, you look back and regret
it.
Maybe you have a partner
who gives you wonderful gifts and charms you at one moment, and abuses you
at the next moment. Over time,
you develop profound anger
about such treatment, and you hold the anger inside, rather than talking to
someone else about it. Doing that hurts your self-esteem. Maybe you jump
into a marriage impulsively, then feel like you can’t breathe, and jump out
of it again a few weeks or months later.
Such problematic scenarios
aren’t limited to romantic relationships. They could just as easily come up
in other close interactions with others.
Suppose you become a legal
prosecutor. You
take on cases prosecuting drug dealers.
You’re good at what you do—too good. First you win lots of cases.
Over time, you become too
emotionally or philosophically engaged in the outcomes of your cases. You
act in such a vehemently dogmatic, nail-the-bastards way, that you’ll do
whatever it takes to win and make them suffer as much as possible.
Eventually, people decide you’ve gone too far,
and then the tables get turned: you become the legal defendant when charges
are brought against you.
Another scenario:
You’re not sure what to do
about a situation, so you take a friend’s advice.
The two of you are close,
and you don’t feel the need to look at the advice critically.
You just act on it,
trusting and hoping for the best. Then your decision backfires in a big way.
Those are all examples of
focusing on your South Node—investing hope, trust, zealousness, or kindness
in close interactions with other people, and suffering for it.
Let’s look at the point opposite your South Node--the North Node.
North Node in Gemini in the
1st House
The North Node represents
the future to which we are drawn. It symbolizes the newest stage of our
growth. Your North
Node lies in Gemini, in the 1st house of style.
It indicates which of the qualities indicated elsewhere in the chart that
you’re developing through conscious effort, starting almost from scratch.
You’re developing
your independence, your intelligence, your communication skills, your wit.
If we let ourselves
experience our North Node, then we leave ourselves open to newness. With
newness comes both awkwardness and excitement. We feel fascinated and
anxious at the same time.
After all, there’s not nearly the certainty that comes with South Node
behaviors based on experience. With the North Node, all we’ve got is the
uncertain future.
When you have experiences
of a Geminian or 1st-house nature, they call into question your automatic
assumptions about life.
In other words, when situations call for you to collect as much information
as possible, or as great a variety of experiences as possible, you might
feel lost at first. The same could happen when it’s time to perceive sights
and sounds accurately, think about them clearly, and communicate to others
about them. The same thing could also happen when it’s time to present
yourself to the world in a very personal, independent way—to take the
initiative to show others who you are.
When you have such
experiences, you feel like you’re out of your element. The unfamiliar is
scary, at least at first.
If we first learn to
recognize our natural biases and, secondly, decide to go beyond them through
an act of will, then we’re on our way to growth.
If we’re going to grow in
this life, though, we have to stretch ourselves toward our North Node. That
way lies both stress and fulfillment. The North Node indicates what we need
to become in this lifetime.
We can’t know from looking at our charts whether we will become that. The
answer to that question depends on us.
With your North Node in
Gemini in the 1st house, you may not appreciate just how intelligent and
verbally adept you could be. You may sell yourself short when it comes to
acting independently in the world.
Maybe teachers or others along the way tried to make you think you were less
than competent. Maybe some strong figure led you to believe that you didn’t
know what was best for you, and you should follow that person’s lead instead
of satisfying your own curiosity about the world.
However, the more you
stretch yourself in such directions, the more satisfying you’ll find it in
the long run. The more you communicate with logic and reasoning about
specifics, rather than struggling over philosophical points of view with
others, the more satisfied you’ll be.
By all means cultivate
close relationships. Consider what other people have to say. Think about
what life means in the long run, but don’t limit yourself by relying too
much on such behaviors.
Concentrate on moving into territory
that let’s you communicate with detached interest, with cool reasoning, with
a light, playful touch. Concentrate on following your own lead, taking the
initiative, approaching the world in a way that makes sense to you.
How could you do
this? Try out a variety of different roles. Experiment with them. See
which ones catch your interest. Become skillful in a few of them. You could
pursue more than one role at the same time, or you could pursue one after
another, in different periods in your life.
Take a public
speaking course, or join a public speaking club, such as Toastmasters.
Even if you find yourself stammering nervously at first, that’s normal. The
club is set up to encourage everyone to get beyond that through mutual
support. The more you practice doing it, the easier and more satisfying it
will be.
The same goes for
being a musical performer or artist in some other sense of the word. By
developing your abilities as a communicator or singer or whatever, the
self-confidence and poise will spill over into other parts of your life,
helping you along there, too.
Develop pride in
your own intelligence, in your resourcefulness and versatility. If you have
ideas or information that you think are important to share with the world,
then share it. Other people who are invested in holding on to rigid
attitudes might try to make your life difficult when you do it, but the more
you do it, the more spiritually satisfied you’ll be. Ride it out. Stick
with it. Give it time. You’ll be amazed how far it will take you in the long
run.
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