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THE NODES OF THE MOON
by Brian Habit
NOTE: To find out where the nodes are in
your birth chart, go to
www.astro.com, enter your birth information, and print a free
copy of your chart. Then find the "True Node." That's your North Node. The
South Node (not shown) lies directly opposite the North Node, in the
opposite sign and house.
Most of the key points
in a person's birth chart are planets. Each of the planets corresponds to
some physical body in our solar system. The Nodes of the Moon are unlike the
planets in this respect. Rather than correspond to physical bodies,
the Nodes relate to the
Moon’s revolution around the Earth.
South Node in Capricorn in the
6th House
Simply put, the South Node
represents your past, and the North Node represents your future.
You came into the world
marked by history, with a past. A series of causes and effects unfolded
before you were born.
We could think of the past in
terms of genetics or reincarnation or both.
If we think of the past in
the sense of our genetic inheritance, then the South Node symbolizes the
impact that our ancestors have on us.
Our genetic endowment ensures
that we’ll have certain strengths and weakness.
If we think of the past in
terms of reincarnation, then this life is one in a series of lives, and over
the course of them, we develop awareness. We develop both productive and
destructive tendencies. We bring these tendencies or karma into life with
us. We can think of
karma as cause and effect: past behavior affects the quality of one’s
life—or lives—in the future.
It’s beyond the scope of
astrology to determine whether reincarnation is an acceptable belief. Such a
question falls within the purview of philosophy, or religion, or another
type of belief system. However,
whether we believe in
reincarnation or not, we can say that the South Node represents the
lingering influence of the past on the present.
The South Node represents
the past and how it affects us, whether we talk about it in terms of the
past lives of our ancestors or in terms of our own past lives.
It indicates instinctive,
automatic ways in which we act. It represents both positive and problematic
potentials. The South Node’s house represents an area of activity to which
we are effortlessly drawn.
The South Node’s sign
represents the attitudes or motivations that come naturally for us. These
unconscious biases shape how we perceive our experiences.
Your
South Node lies in Capricorn, in your 6th house (the house of
responsibilities). Whether because of heredity or karma, you are
automatically, instinctively adept in acting in Capricornian ways
(self-sufficiently, with self-discipline, practically, in an organized way).
You also have a natural orientation toward the affairs of the 6th
house—learning skills, assuming responsibilities, serving others. From the
get-go, you take a Capricornian approach to 6th-house matters. In the
process, you weed out the development of behaviors that clash with such an
approach. You prevent them from developing. For example, it comes pretty
naturally for you to “keep a stiff upper lip,” to focus on “the business at
hand,” regardless of how you’re feeling.
Now, if we don’t
recognize our natural biases and stretch ourselves beyond them, then we get
into a rut. We cover the same ground over and over and digging a hole for
ourselves. We could
take the easy way out and stick to South Node behaviors and pursuits. Based
on experience, we know that if we act in certain ways, we’ll tend to get
certain results pretty reliably. If we focus primarily on doing those things
in our lives, we may seem successful because we’re such “naturals” at it.
However, the victories that we win could feel very hollow.
We might be successful in the world, but we also feel bored, unsatisfied,
and empty.
The work of the South Node
is all work that we’ve finished already. It’s behind us, not ahead of us.
We’ve done everything we can in that department of our lives, and it’s time
to move on to new assignments.
The South Node
indicates which of the qualities indicated elsewhere in the chart we have
developed through experience.
Let’s look at some
examples of the sorts of problems that you could run into if you focus on
acting in South-Node kinds of ways.
Focusing
on the South Node means taking a self-denying approach to dealing with paid
employment or other responsibilities.
Perhaps you overdo the idea of responsibility.
Ideally, in the 6th house we strike a healthy balance between acting
responsibly toward ourselves and acting responsibly toward others. If you
overdo it, then you err in the direction of “being there” for others. You
become your own slave driver, compulsively keeping yourself on a treadmill
of duty for other people’s sake, and taking it out of your hide. You work
hard to serve or support them, whether it’s in providing for your children,
or delivering the goods for your boss, or otherwise contributing something
of value to someone who’s counting on you.
Whether it’s because you to overdo responsibility or it leads you to overdo
it, you might in effect try to control life by managing it.
Specifically, you might try to control others, by encouraging them to depend
too heavily upon you, rather than encouraging them to become more
self-sufficient. If this is the case, then you’re probably not even
conscious of doing this. It’s as if in a past lifetime circumstances
demanded that you be the workhorse on whom everyone else depended to “get
the job done.” You got really good at doing that, so good in fact that now
you’re employing that same approach even if it’s no longer necessarily, or
appropriate, or healthy to do so.
It’s not that you’re a Bad Person for acting so responsibility. It’s just
that it’s time to broaden your repertoire by learning new skills, by growing
in other directions. If you overdo your South
Node, then it will hold you back from becoming more satisfied in your
life.
Not surprisingly, if you let yourself slide
into a cynical, bitter perspective about how awful your working conditions
or other responsibility-related matters are, you could also act
self-destructively, bring everyone else down in the process, or both.
Now let’s look at the point opposite your South Node--the
North Node.
North Node in Cancer in the
12th House
The North Node
represents the future to which we are drawn. It symbolizes the newest stage
of our growth. Your
North Node lies in Gemini, in the 1st house of style.
It indicates which of the qualities indicated elsewhere in the chart that
you’re developing through conscious effort, starting almost from scratch.
You’re developing your sensitivity, intuition, and imagination through
solitary, spiritual or altruistic pursuits.
If we let ourselves
experience our North Node, then we leave ourselves open to newness. With
newness comes both awkwardness and excitement. We feel fascinated and
anxious at the same time.
After all, there’s not nearly the certainty that comes with South Node
behaviors based on experience. With the North Node, all we’ve got is the
uncertain future.
When you have experiences of a Cancer or 12th-house nature, they call into
question your automatic assumptions about life. In other words, when
situations call for you to reflect on your inner life or to receive
nurturing from others, you might feel lost at first. When you have such
experiences, you feel like you’re out of your element. The unfamiliar is
scary, at least at first.
If we first learn to
recognize our natural biases and, secondly, decide to go beyond them through
an act of will, then we’re on our way to growth.
If we’re going to grow in
this life, though, we have to stretch ourselves toward our North Node. That
way lies both stress and fulfillment. The North Node indicates what we need
to become in this lifetime.
We can’t know from looking at our charts whether we will become that. The
answer to that question depends on us.
With your North Node in Cancer in the 12th house, you may not appreciate
just how tender and imaginative you can be. You may work against yourself by
denying yourself the comfort and inspiration that is available in solitary
pursuits. However, the more you stretch yourself in such directions, the
more satisfying you’ll find it in the long run. The more you focus on
seeing yourself and your life as being more than simply a hard worker facing
a mountain of hard work, the more satisfied you’ll be.
The
idea here is to move toward your North Node in this life—to focus
increasingly on developing Cancerian strengths as you address the issues
associated with the 12th house.
If
you do this, then in general you open yourself up to receiving
nurturing—nurturing from yourself, from other people, from the universe. If
you’d like to couch this idea in theological terms, then we could say that
you’re opening yourself up to receiving God’s love. The idea could be as
simple as resting when you’re tired, serving yourself some “comfort food”
when you’re hungry, or taking the phone off the hook and disappearing for a
while, when it’s time to “get away from it all.” One way or another, you
unplug. You disengage from the workaday struggles of getting by on the
material plane, and you contemplate life from an otherworldly perspective.
One way you could do
this would be by cultivating some sort of spiritual practice. Spirituality
means different things to different people. Let it be something that’s
meaningful for you. Maybe that means spending time meditating or reading
sacred writings. Maybe it means dwelling in a place of worship, or exploring
shamanism, or simply opening yourself up to your inner world and to direct
knowledge of the Infinite, to the Cosmic Wow (as astrologer Rob Brezsny
calls it).
Perhaps you
dedicate yourself to gentle, nurturing altruism; to you, that expresses the
presence of Spirit in the world. If that’s the case, then you might
become an activist to protect the environment, for example. Somehow you
protect others emotionally or physically, or you make their surroundings
more secure. You could also help people in an institutional setting (such as
a psychiatric facility) or by delving into their inner lives (as a
psychoanalyst or psychotherapist), or by doing something related to health
care (such as massage therapy or public health work).
Another way you
could move toward your North Node would be by cultivating a fuller
expression of your creative imagination, or intuition, or psychic ability.
Maybe you’re like a man whose father pressures him to become a
businessman like himself. Rather than do that, he follows his inspiration
and becomes a painter. When he paints, he feels free, at peace and alone.
Maybe you take up sculpting or singing, or you become a dancer or musical
composer, a comedian or an illusionist.
You might also use
your South Node as a springboard toward further achievement by becoming
a director of photography, choreographer, or ballet director. That would
combine the organization skills and administrative ability of Capricorn with
the imaginative vision of Cancer. If you develop your psychic ability or
esoteric interests, you might become, say, a clairvoyant who reads tarot and
gives talks.
The 12th house is
the house of seclusion. Simply getting some serious “alone time” could also
help you reach your North Node. You could seek out time in repose, such
as while gardening or doing something else that you enjoy. Maybe you make a
lifestyle decision that takes you into relative seclusion. You get out of
the “rat race” and derive great satisfaction from living life “in the slower
lane,” like a successful banker who sells his businesses and moves away to
live on a quiet ocean inlet.
In moving toward your North Node, you don’t need to shun using whatever
strengths might be associated with your South Node. By all means use
your instinctive sense of the need to discipline yourself, to acquire
practical skills that can be of use to others. Define yourself in part by
doing something that requires discipline, getting training or teaching
yourself, or dealing with technical details.
Just don’t limit yourself by relying too much on such behaviors. Concentrate
on developing your “softer side” in your more secluded time and through your
more otherworldly interests. It may feel awkward for a while, but the more
you do it, the more spiritually satisfied you’ll be. Stick with it. Give
it time. You’ll be amazed how far it will take you in the long run.
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